His laughter and his smile slowly fade into something more somber. It sounds like he is listening to himself, and he feels like maybe his plan to help Tokinaga backfired (on himself).
The smile comes back, but it's small and gentle. Nostalgic? Longing. Understanding.]
That's how I feel with Yoshiki. I wanna experience all the things with him, and I love when we do them together. I hope ya keep gettin' to do things with Tokinaga!
He really did get backfire beamed with gay feelings though huh, damn. He does not seem very surprised to hear this, just based on what he knows of himself and what he knows of Hikaru and what he knows of what Hikaru has said about Yoshiki.
There isn't much by way of somberness or gentility in his expression, but there's a sunny sort of quality to it, like a flower in the meadow or the soft spring sun.]
Me, too! That's why I came all the way down here. [Ruffleruffles his hair again and then patpats his shoulders.] You too, okay? Go ride trains and eat tons of pizza once you get him out.
[HE STOOD HERE AND HEARD HIS INDESCRIBABLE, GAY, ELDRITCH FEELINGS SPOKEN BACK TO HIM!!!! He's just, wow... exactly that. I NEED SOMEONE TO APP YOSHIKI FOR LOWE SO THEY CAN BE LIKE (breaks out in a cold sweat) TOGETHER WHILE THESE CHUCKLE FUCKS ARE OUT THERE.
Stop describing him so softly when he just ate two people.]
We will! [The hair is sticking up all over the place.] If ya and Tokinaga go to do somethin' fun, can I come?
[Like just once is fine. But also. The idea of them holding hands and circling Tokinaga is funny.]
[EXACTLY THAT! TWO OF THEM!!!!! They're so fucking funny they really are just two same hat guys with their two same hat boyfriends. YOSHIKI WHERE ARE YOU. that feels like he could be a nu lad but maybe im just projecting the haru haircut on him. NU WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!! let's bring them all back in future purgatory
Also listen. It's fine. He runs his hand over the ends of Hikaru's sticky-uppy hair just to static charge them for laughs.]
Yeah, sure! [THEY'RE REALLY GOING TO BE DOING EXACTLY THAT.] We do fun stuff all the time, so I'll just come grab you the next time it happens.
[the way he says this and then explodes for like 24 hours and needs to recover for a few days]
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His laughter and his smile slowly fade into something more somber. It sounds like he is listening to himself, and he feels like maybe his plan to help Tokinaga backfired (on himself).
The smile comes back, but it's small and gentle. Nostalgic? Longing. Understanding.]
That's how I feel with Yoshiki. I wanna experience all the things with him, and I love when we do them together. I hope ya keep gettin' to do things with Tokinaga!
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He really did get backfire beamed with gay feelings though huh, damn. He does not seem very surprised to hear this, just based on what he knows of himself and what he knows of Hikaru and what he knows of what Hikaru has said about Yoshiki.
There isn't much by way of somberness or gentility in his expression, but there's a sunny sort of quality to it, like a flower in the meadow or the soft spring sun.]
Me, too! That's why I came all the way down here. [Ruffleruffles his hair again and then patpats his shoulders.] You too, okay? Go ride trains and eat tons of pizza once you get him out.
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Stop describing him so softly when he just ate two people.]
We will! [The hair is sticking up all over the place.] If ya and Tokinaga go to do somethin' fun, can I come?
[Like just once is fine. But also. The idea of them holding hands and circling Tokinaga is funny.]
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Also listen. It's fine. He runs his hand over the ends of Hikaru's sticky-uppy hair just to static charge them for laughs.]
Yeah, sure! [THEY'RE REALLY GOING TO BE DOING EXACTLY THAT.] We do fun stuff all the time, so I'll just come grab you the next time it happens.
[the way he says this and then explodes for like 24 hours and needs to recover for a few days]